Wow has it been 8 months already?!
It feels like 3 months ago when I wrote my previous post.
Time flies when you are in pain 😀
What a draining year, dealing with the realization that my anxiety is getting in the way of me properly functioning as a human being.
I never realized how easily stressed I get over EVERYTHING.
The scary thought is I don’t know how I can ever not be like that.
I’ve lived my life like this since forever.
Trying to do everything “perfect” is so tiring on my body especially when I am doing physical labor for a second job.
I give my all at work, and somehow things still slip through the cracks.
How very frustrating.
And it is this anxiety-driven need for perfection that is holding me back on releasing products because I look at my art, product photos, ideas, etc. and go “Not good enough”.
Being new to posting on Instagram isn’t helping too much either hahaha. I go from minor publicity to total invisibility dude. Makes me ANXIOUS!
On a positive note, I have been steadily healing up from the last 2 years of intense pain on my arms and can now work longer than the small bursts that I had to do last time, and I am so thankful for that!
Still, there is some pain left and I cannot use my mouse for FPS games anymore but hey, I’d give up gaming than be in so much pain. (I can still play controller games a little though :P)
Everything else pales in comparison to health, for sure!
I’ve been researching on health related topics for the last decade and have gathered up quite a bit of useful information that I’d like to share on my blogs slowly. I’m thinking of writing separate articles about separate ailments or health foods.
This small booklet that I might call “Cheat Codes for Health” is something like a side project that I am working on. It will be a glossary of very useful tips and information that ACTUALLY WORKS and is so crucial for healing and prevention.
Simple things like how raw garlic can actually deal with a huge portion of inflammation in your body, or simply adding a very common form of mineral to your water can improve your body’s ability to heal and function so much more. And it is all TRIED AND TESTED by yours truly!
Why did no one tell us these things? Having to dig through layers and layers of propaganda to get to the real useful information is just mind blowing to me.
Last but not least, I will be brainstorming on some more cool new items to put up on my store!
I am exceedingly excited to play with shrink plastic and also craft some fan-art as well.
Project Zomboid and Pokemon are on my gaming menu now and I just want to craft some of the cute stuff I see there UwU
Thank you for reading my fireside chat 😛
I wish you the best of health and much peace to your mind.
Here is to hoping I will come back soon with some cool new products for show and tell!
Cheers,
Jyun